In 2012, I birthed my first daughter and it was my re-initiation into the sacred art and practice of Womb Alchemy. I grew up with chronic constipation due to trauma that I experienced when I was 3 years old, this trauma was also associated to my womb alchemy journey. I woke up a week after I gave birth to my daughter, and gave my self a deep abdominal massage to help relieve my constipation. With out knowing, I had ruptured a scab from where my daughter's umbilical cord had been connected. I woke up an hour later in a puddle of blood. After in and out of blacking out from almost bleeding out, I stabilized by doing breath work that slowed my heart rate down. For the next two and half weeks I thought I was dead. I literally thought that I was living in purgatory, and I had died that morning as I was bleeding out. I was that low in vitamins and minerals, my body was gray and the world looked gray as well.
This began a new over-standing of my self in relation to everything.
In 2017, I had my second baby girl. This was a completely different experience. My birthing was orgastic and I felt deeply intimate with myself. I had both girls at home, completely naturally, and it is in the birthing of life that accelerates our personal and spiritual evolution.
This is not limited to human life. The birth of our life, our desires, our dreams and the body that works at higher frequencies. A body that can vibrate at God frequency, love frequency, electrically charged with orgastic light.
Near Death experiences often times offer people womb awakenings and throttle them forward towards the womb alchemy work. It is part of the Ascension process. In death we see. In death we can be reborn into light. In Death we see our Shadow, and can focus on what needs to be transformed in our mind, body, spirit and heart.